LEAH Bracknell's grief stricken single man Jez Hughes has uncovered he watches old scenes of Emmerdale to feel near her.
Leah, who deplorably lost her fight with malignancy a year ago, was most popular for assuming the part of Zoe Tate in Emmerdale for a long time before she wedded Jez
Jez clarified on Loose Women today: "It causes me interface with her. Truly that is before I knew her however clearly it implied such a great amount to her.
"It feels essential to associate with that aspect of her. There's minutes, if there's a passionate scene in the program I know those minutes, I know those outward appearances, that contacts some place somewhere inside me."
Leah was determined to have terminal malignancy in 2016 and opened up to the world to raise assets for an exploratory medication treatment.
She uncovered a year later the treatment had bombed however Jez reviewed she'd never feel sorry for herself.
He included: "She was extraordinary she never groaned she never said 'why me'."
Jez, who is a Shaman, said he has utilizes his religion to feel nearer to Leah and breathes easy because of trusting her passing isn't "the end".
He stated: "It's a profound practice that has been around for a long time. It says everything is made of a soul and there's this world as well as heaps of different universes.
Leah, who was 55 at the hour of her passing, tragically lost her fight with cellular breakdown in the lungs in September 2019.